One of them daze ....

Well its been a really weird one this week.

I really wanted to leave my job today after the lovely week of cups of coffee and cake I realise I have the boss from hell not in that he is a good Dr because if he was my doctor I would be very happy that he was so thorough and investigates everything but OMG he wants everything 10 mins ago and I really don't think i can work back in that environment again its too stressful so now I have to re-think again. I need money though ...hmmm what to do!!

there are lots of charges going on and things moving on for everyone at the moment again i come back to this ..how come everyone else seems to know what they are doing apart from me ..sometimes I feel like I live day to day in some kind of bubble that just drifts along and i look around and everyone has there lives planned exactly how they want them, doing they things they love. Moving along meh! .... I feel stuck yet again I have even less time than what I had before and I seem to be confused again as to whether I'm in the right place???

Maybe I'm just having a bad day. Maybe I just need to see my friends for a night out its been too long since I've had some female company and just to let my hair down, chat about shit....I need to get pissed and have a dance ...this is normally the cure :)

Notes for me:
1) Big Love by Fleetwood mac* ;) .... 
2) Have gone off Bounty..need to find new indulgence.
3) Need new Ear phones
4) Need a life coach!!

Lots of Love Strawberry Blue

 xoxox

History Repeating It'self ....not this time!!

Well I ain't blogged in a while so I'm jotting down some stuff now just to clarify the last month;-

1) Spain was amazing and want to be back there Right Now.

2) Started New job. Now on 2nd week and OMG - I have to actually do some work and you know what it really hurts .... Shame about only getting a 30min ( if that) lunch break can't even look round the shops!! so yeah double meh!

3) English weather really sucks! Seriously I cannot believe how bad our summer is at the moment!!

4) Skint As ...so many bills to pay and all I want to do is book another holiday!!

5) Have this work Reunion from a long time ago next week .... it's been a really long time since I've seen people you know people from my past ..(that's another story) I'm going well I think I'm going.

6) The North Face is a shop right opposite where I work ( none of you will understand this but its a reference for me to come back too)

7) (Another ref for me) Its open again ...am wondering ??

8) HISTORY WILL NOT REPEAT ITSELF points 5* 6* 7*

9) My cats still have fleas seriously why is the stuff not working ??

10) Meh!!

11) I am missing my friends really need to go out.

12) I am liking the fact that I have re-discoved Bounty ... forgot how nice it is to go back to certain choclate  bars!!

13) I will get my Lomography camera!!

lots of love Srawberry-Blue 

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